It is the summer that never ends,
yes it goes on and on my friends,
some people started screwing up,
not knowing what they'd done,
and they'll continue screwing up,
til school starts just because...
(repeat)

This week is finals week. Huzzah. Microeconomics and Calculus. Huzzah huzzah.

I told this guy I'd be his girlfriend, and now I know I shouldn't have because I don't like him enough to be his girlfriend, but he's already told his whole family(in Korea) that I'm his girlfriend, and keeps introducing me to his friends, and holy shit what do I do now...

I think I have commitment issues.

I know have to break it off with this guy without crushing him and making him feel like an idiot in front of all his friends and relatives. Why why why did he already have to tell them all?! This is my fault though.

I really can't handle having a boyfriend right now. It's as simple as that. I have way too much on my mind, I'm too busy, and I'm not emotionally stable enough to be in relationship right now.

Maybe it's not so much commitment issues. Maybe it's because I'm with someone who I know is the wrong guy for me, so I feel trapped and tied down.

The experience I've had with guys this summer has been a nightmare, but it has been educational. Just someone please make it end now. Anymore drama and stress and I'm going to explode.

*BOOM*!!!